third

"Don't worry, there are worse thing on this image than this bird."

*shocks*

"Arggh! You're so pessimistically optimistic!" 

 For a moment I was thinking it was a joke but after I realized that he was right. Well, yes, my painting is not ready yet. It's quite huge, maybe around 1x1,5 metres, I'm not doing a copy just an "alike" picture. I believe in my eyes' skills! But I'm too shy to take photos of it.

If I remember well, than I started painting by the end of January. I made empty lot of Acrylic paint tubes, destroyed many materials. Just for a... 

(continues below) 

When I want to play sick I'll use my markers to color my lips and wear wool covers. 

A cute Marni T. Cute, isn't it? This wicked family made me giggle. 

... Just for a poppy! 

(Shame on me I don't remember the author and the real painting's name.)

Tears came into my eyes and I wanted to cry. Oh my, I'm not a Renoir why does he expect so much from me? I still consider myself a kid. Kids aren't supposed to be as good as adults.  

Dead squirrel. Part of life. 

  

I'm puzzled.

 

 

I'm not in hurry. I've enough time. I have time to grow up. I have time to live. I have time to finish the unfinished infinity.